It’s time to start a new life.

Please welcome my 7th domain: srslysarah.com :) I recently switched to Tumblr because I find that It’s easier for me to blog there now. This site will close down in a few months so update your links!!!

It’s been great blogging with you, Wordpress.

I’m planning of getting a new domain and switching to Tumblr since I think it’s time for a change. My host just sent an email saying my account is about to reach its quota! I think it’s all my posts that’s taking up the space.

I need domain name ideas. Thanks. :)

I learned something new about myself today… that I can actually pull off wearing this blouse! I like!!!

I’ve been always curious on how I would look like wearing it. I didn’t buy it tho coz it was expensive. I think I might be letting go of statement tee’s from now on and try this new look. :P

The past few days have been a total wreck. There has been lots of downs instead of ups and even though everything went World War III, I can proudly say that I learned something really important from it and I hope I can reflect on it in a positive way. I’m going to write it here just in case I forget.

I’m 27, turning 28 soon and even if I may look young, I need to start acting and thinking my age. I am a happy fella and I can be a bit childish at times coz it’s my nature. I know there are certain people who are the same age as me, they’re happily married, stable and living life but still they never cease to disappoint me by acting like a bunch of high school students.

Like what I kept I saying to myself, I don’t want to pretend and be fake anymore. As much as possible I want to be true about my feelings and express them in a way people will understand and respect. Love me, hate me, it’s their choice. I just want to be myself.

I don’t want to say and relay bad stuff about other people because I am not perfect either. I will not mind the haters and the fakers anymore. I have my own life to live and theirs is not important and of benefit to me. They can say what they want but God knows the truth and that is all that matters.

I will try not to be sucked in by all the issues and waste time thinking about it. It has been draining the life  source out of me and it’s not healthy at all. :(

I don’t want to HATE or JUDGE people anymore. They might do something I may not like but it’s God who shall pass judgment on them. I have to respect who they are and live my own life.

I will put the bad things behind me and start a new. I don’t want to be living in the past because the future is what’s important. I have to learn to let go, accept and life live.

I will be patient and won’t force things to happen. I need to keep in mind that I can’t fix everything. I will pray for those people who needs God’s guidance.

I need to focus on matters that are significant to me.

I need not to lose hope and start believing in myself.

Bear in mind that I am only human. These are a lot and there may be times when I might forget but it’s good that I have it here so I can read it all over again.

Dear God,

I need you now more than ever.

Sarah

So… I haven’t been enjoying life at the moment. It has been a bit weird, rough and tough in the land of Oz. I know I can’t mention them coz it’s pretty much too personal. So what’s going on with my life lately? Still, nothing THAT interesting. April is just around the corner which means I have 3 months left. I’m still hoping for the best. :) Knowing that I have people who love and support me makes me feel so blessed.

Before I leave, if ever… I really want to patch things up with certain people who I think would love to see me leave. :P  I’m really not the kind of person who holds grudges because I believe that sorting things out is better than leaving it be. I just don’t want to be fake.

I was listening to Savage Garden’s song Affirmation last night and I was really moved by the lyrics. Here are some of the best ones:

I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness.

I believe that family is worth more than money or gold.

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned.

I believe you can’t appreciate real love ’til you’ve been burned.

I’m adding this song to my philosophies in life. I won’t post the mp3 anymore coz Kris doesn’t like how the music automatically plays and keeps on going. :P Haha. Sorry, Sweetie.

I really need your opinion here. Even if you are not involved in a situation where you are very concerned about (or just semi-involved), do you think you should speak up? Will it make a difference?

My blog is so totally boring right now. I wish I had more readers and I wish my life was more interesting. Boo hoo. Anyway… Update!

It’s my second week of placement. Yay and nay. I’m attending a closer centre and it’s a pre-school but the thing is I find the children really weird… although I’m kinda getting used to all of it… I think. This is why I think they’re weird:

Last Thursday
Little girl: *snuggles next to be and then looks at my chest* Are you wearing a bra?
Me: Yes, I am. Why?
Little girl: *giggling*
Me: Are you wearing a bra?
Little girl: No! *scampers off*

Today (Tuesday)
Little boy: *sits on the couch and looks at me* Read me a story!
Me: What story do you want?
Little boy: *gets up and picks a Zoo book* This one.
Me: *takes the book and sits next to him* Okay.
Little boy: *lays his head on my shoulder and laughs* Why do you gave boobies?
Me: What? Because I’m a girl! How come you don’t have boobies?
Little boy: Because I’m a boy!

What the freak man!? Lol. What’s with these children and my err, chest huh!? -_- Srsly. Those kids were cousins by the way. I honestly find it funny and freaky.

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They had a hatch and grow thingie going on last week. I was able to hold a duck for the first time. They stink so bad… I’m so glad we have cats. Lol.

The All-American Rejects - Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you’ve had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you’ve lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

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I know it might sound a bit ‘emo’ to you but this song inspires me when I’m down. Care to share yours? Post in your blog or just comment what song guides and helps you get through life’s toughest times.

Aside from having our 28 months last March 11, I forgot that it was also my 2 year anniversary here in Australia. Lol. Time flies so fast! So yeah… Belated Happy Anniversary to me. :)

Remember this? Well… it’s getting worse!

Wisdom teeth can contribute to headaches. If a wisdom tooth is impacted or somewhat erupted, swelling can occur and gum tissues may be infected. The swollen gums and teeth can leave an individual with a badly aligned bite, which may then cause pain in the jaw area. Inflammation and additional pain in the jaw joints and muscles leaves a person with what is called a wisdom tooth headache.

BAH. This sucks. No wonder I have it everyday. And here I thought it was because of my glasses.

I got an overall 8 for my IELTS exam! Bah. I know I should be happy but meh. I’m a bit disappointed.

Listening : 8.5

Reading : 6.5

Writing : 8.0

Speaking : 8.0

I always thought it was listening I had a hard time with coz I keep missing the words… turns out that my comprehension skills suck. Lol.